December 2009
75 posts
GOODBYE
I PROBABLY WON’T BE ON TUMBLR FOR… AGES. I DON’T KNOW.
BUT I CERTAINLY WON’T BE ON AGAIN FOR SEVERAL DAYS.
SO WISH ME LUCK AND I’LL SEE YA’LL NEXT YEAR!!!!! <3
piyoo:
pens3:
this fanfiction is unbelievably long
and I’ve been reading it for so long and I’m so tired that I’ve started……..uh… *lost my train of thought*
I think i’m going to sleep now.. g’night everyone!
…GOODNIGHT, JUJUBOO, YOU CRAZY CRAZY SPIRK-OR-WHATEVER-IT-IS-LOVING MOOSE, YOU!!
If I don’t get to speak to you again until you are in Rome or whatever, have a BLOODY AWESOME TRIP...
this fanfiction is unbelievably long
and I’ve been reading it for so long and I’m so tired that I’ve started……..uh… *lost my train of thought*
I think i’m going to sleep now.. g’night everyone!
Oh jeez...
beffychan:
piyoo:
SHE’S WRONG. I’M THE ONLY AXEL FAN IN YOUR LIFE. THIS SPOT IS TAKEN. *HISS*
DEAR LORD TWINNIE CALM DOWN. YOU’RE ALWAYS GOING TO BE MY FAVORITE AXEL FAN. I JUST NEED THE FREEDOM TO TALK ABOUT AKUROKU WITH OTHER PEOPLE!
you two sound remarkably like a couple…
..this is fantastic
“‘Next time,’ Jim said softly, ‘it’s my turn.’
Spock raised one angled eyebrow,...”
– HAHAHA
You know, I have to say that a seme Spock is a nice change. Actually it’s fantastic.
I NEED TO STOP!! AHH!!
“‘Spock!’ he said in a sharper tone. ‘Come on – let me dry off.’
Spock’s black...”
– well it’s pretty easy to tell who’s the seme huh?! XD XD
oh god I need to stop >.<
(via pens3)
STOP IT JUJU, STOP IT. OHMYGODMYEYES THEY BURNNNN—*DIES*
(via piyoo)
hahaha! That’s Spirk for you! ohmygodit’ssoaddicting
“‘Spock!’ he said in a sharper tone. ‘Come on – let me dry off.’
Spock’s black...”
– well it’s pretty easy to tell who’s the seme huh?! XD XD
oh god I need to stop >.<
From Fred Eaglesmith to my uncle Brownlee
“Hey Brown Your sister Ann came to the show with her daughter and I totally missed her and unintentionally dissed her. I’ve been fighting off a cold and I was sleeping when she came to the dressing room. Then I woke up late and barely had enough time to eat dinner and get ready for the show. There was mass confusion in the dressing room and I wasn’t paying attention to the fact...
I had totally fogotten!!
Today is the anniversary of Zach’s and my first kiss!! (a month minus a day to the day we started going out)
~<3~
Alternatives to gasoline operated vehicles →
piyoo:
Hopefully someone will laugh as hard as I did. I love intelligent humor.
…I don’t even know where I got this from anymore. Let’s just say it involved me, Google Images, and Digital Design class. Because I think that explains everything.
I looked at this, my brother, my dad, and my dad’s student all looked at this, and we all loved it!
This is fantastic Faith!! XD
Dance *wheeze* spree
beffychan:
pens3:
was *gasp* fun *wheeze* I was *gasp* there for *wheeeeze* an hour *gasp* about *wheeze* it was *gasp* awesome *wheeze* but I *gasp* got bad *wheeze* asthma *wheeeeeeeeze*
DDDDDD: BREEEEEEAAAAAAAATHEEEEEEEE
*uses inhaler*
,……………
*uses inhaler*
………………..
*uses inhaler*
...
Dance *wheeze* spree
was *gasp* fun *wheeze* I was *gasp* there for *wheeeeze* an hour *gasp* about *wheeze* it was *gasp* awesome *wheeze* but I *gasp* got bad *wheeze* asthma *wheeeeeeeeze*
IMA GO EXCERCISE SOON!!! 8D
Today it seems like more happened then is possible...
Today was a very confusing day.
So first there was the whole thing with Zach.
Then I had Sandbocs. Then my dad went and talked to the principal about sandbocs.
then my mom got mad at my brother and me for not having enough motivation in school or something.
Then I went to my dads with materials to make presents and email Zach and put that thing up on tumblr.
then I have a therapy appointment...
I think the reason it hurt so much..
is becuase, as sappy as it sounds, the way I fall asleep or even just calm down is by imagining him hugging me. So it doesn’t help that I’m focusing all my energy into not crying during class and when I try to calm down by imagining that it just makes it worse. And worse. And worse. Becuase now when I try to imagine it I can’t. I try and then he says no and I feel even sadder.
...
What happened today with Zach
anikoku:
pens3:
So that’s what happened.
Well, I hope Zach thinks about his actions and apologizes, or at least tries to talk to you about this. He can’t possibly think he’s right, because there is no wrong-right in this situation. There is merely an upset, hurt girlfriend. If he can’t fix this situation and goes off into his own little pit of depression, well, I say. Men.
Hope that things...
What happened today with Zach
beffychan:
pens3:
So that’s what happened.
i figured something happened since he wasn’t talking, and he was acting like a total, well, bitch during class (“I HAVE A SIX-PACK THANK YOU VERY MUCH” Yeah okay shut up like really).
But if he really gets that hurt, he kind of has it coming because what he did really hurt you, what he did was not okay.
He really does choose bad times to act like...
I think I'm going to work on
piyoo:
Not letting myself drown in my depression/angst/stress/anger.
I do too…………..
You guys
had better damn well appreciate these gifts.
I just did like six of them.
If you guys don’t like these..I will strangle you with them…
What happened today with Zach
so I almost didn’t go to school today becuase I was so upset. But I did.
I pretty much ignored Zach all day. During French I just sat with Nik and Calyx and didn’t look or respond to him. I didn’t hug him goodbye afterword like I usually do.
During Biology for the most part I also ignored him. When he leaned closer I moved away. I did not wait for him to walk with him. When he...
dandydinos:
pens3:
I hate crying
dont cry =( i lvoe u with all my heart. and sometimes guys can be difficult to figure out. the best thing i think you could do is to ask him why. really, just bring it up, and ask gently and you might learn something that you would otherwise just wonder at forever. i love you a ton <3
thanks Frani luv <3
you know
I bet that if Zach say me now he’d feel awful.
damnit
I hate crying
damnit
I love him. I really truly do. More than I’ve ever loved anyone. But I just don’t understand how his mind works.
I mean no it would be akward to like make out in front of everyone, but not hug. I don’t see why it matters what other people think. If I want to hug him why shouldn’t I be able to hug him?
But no. He doesn’t think that way.
And then he says things like...
Carrie Underwood's Undo it
is probably not helping my mood………
yes I’m totally eating chocolate.
Really Luv thanks so much <3
piyoo:
pens3:
oh man don’t you hate those?
I’m having a depressed day..which isn’t much either.
Ha. Haha. Yeah. Yeah, I do. A lot. Especially when I’m supposed to be working.
I’d call you and try to console you, but I don’t think it’d do any good. I’m not exactly cheerful myself at the moment. I’d probably just say some really jerk-ish things. So yeah…
yeah *is also supposed to be...
here's my smiley for you.
TT-TT
piyoo:
pens3:
oh man what’s wrong Faith?
Stress. The world. It’s just angry mental breakdown day, that’s all. I’ll drown in it for a moment, then I’ll get over it. Ignore me.
oh man don’t you hate those?
I’m having a depressed day..which isn’t much either.
Status Report
piyoo:
Mood: I’ll fucking rip your fucking FACE off and throw it on the ground and laugh and spit on it.
State of mind: Not the happiest.
Stress level: The world is exploding and giant boulders are flying from the sky and slowly covering me up inch by inch.
Homework left: Fucking FRENCH. I swear to the goddamn HEAVENS—
Expression at the moment: Something vaguely resembling >:C but a...
That really hurt
piyoo:
pens3:
so it’s freezing outside today right? So I was hugging Zach becuase I was cold and he’s insanely warm. And I like to hug him.
But no. He tries to push me away. When I ask why he says he doesn’t want me hugging him in the open.
We were in the circle.
With Kevin and Gio and Jonah.
I mean he’s always saying he doesn’t like pda but still.
That really really hurt.
…Well that’s...
That really hurt
beffychan:
pens3:
so it’s freezing outside today right? So I was hugging Zach becuase I was cold and he’s insanely warm. And I like to hug him.
But no. He tries to push me away. When I ask why he says he doesn’t want me hugging him in the open.
We were in the circle.
With Kevin and Gio and Jonah.
I mean he’s always saying he doesn’t like pda but still.
That really really hurt.
What the...
piyoo:
I’m. fucking. trying. I swear to the fucking gods that I’m trying.
oh man what’s wrong Faith?
That really hurt
so it’s freezing outside today right? So I was hugging Zach becuase I was cold and he’s insanely warm. And I like to hug him.
But no. He tries to push me away. When I ask why he says he doesn’t want me hugging him in the open.
We were in the circle.
With Kevin and Gio and Jonah.
I mean he’s always saying he doesn’t like pda but still.
That really really hurt.
goodnight guys.
The "just wear it" condom sticker.
beffychan:
pens3:
HAHAHAHAHA THAT’S FANTASTIC!
wait… EUROPEAN EXPIDITION?!?!? O_O
one day I’ve decided IOm gonna hit the lotterly, and Im taking Mel on a whirlwind tour of Europe. (OR IF WE GO TO SPAIN ON THE SPANISH 4 TRIP WE’LL JUST SNEAK AWAY TO FRANCE….)
…NICE
The "just wear it" condom sticker.
beffychan:
pens3:
so today in math Elijah had a bumper sticker on his shirt that was black with a white filled in condom-shape and black text that said “JUST WEAR IT” and he would pull down the zipper on his sweathsirt to show people.
Eventually they put it on the wall..
then they put it on the back of Ben Christopher’s shirt. Without him noticing. It was fantastic XD
THEY GAVE THEM OUT IN...
I've fallen in love
beffychan:
pens-v2:
well that sounds like a pretty great guy. I wish you luck luv. Really I do.
i was just thinking today and realized that the perfect guy for me would have to be able to stop me from doing stupid things like trying to snowboard down a 20 foot hill….on a sled. And there’s a car at the bottom.
yeah… I agree……….
The "just wear it" condom sticker.
so today in math Elijah had a bumper sticker on his shirt that was black with a white filled in condom-shape and black text that said “JUST WEAR IT” and he would pull down the zipper on his sweathsirt to show people.
Eventually they put it on the wall..
then they put it on the back of Ben Christopher’s shirt. Without him noticing. It was fantastic XD
As sad as it makes me to admit..
as many quizzes as I take and as many times I try, in real life, I am, in fact…
an uke.
Damn you Julia
beffychan:
For showing me Repo. I think Ive been listening to Chase the Morning pretty much all day. its gonna be stuck in my head for like, the next month.
HAHAHA. THAT’S WHAT THAT MOVIE DOES MAN.
YOU SHOULD WATCH THE DELETED SCENES!!!
There’s “come up and try my new parts” and “needle through a bug” (although really you should at least see the second...
...I think that might just be the sweetest thing...
anikoku:
pens3:
piyoo:
And by heat, I assume you meant hat?
well he brought his heat too yeah I meant hat ;-.-
OMG YOU GAIS. SO IMMATURE.
hey, I meant his temperature! mostly
So after nommin some paopu...
beffychan:
Also, Juju, imma konk thta boy on the head tomorrow. He’s such a sappy romantic, he is XD
haha! you know I love it so much though X3
...I think that might just be the sweetest thing...
piyoo:
:D I couldn’t resist.
Yeah. In other words, ten shirts. HAHA. Damn. Well. I’m sure he definitely wasn’t as cold as he COULD’VE been without all those layers!! (I enjoy the wetsuit layer. Very creative. I couldn’t have done better myself.)
And by heat, I assume you meant hat?
XD
yeah pretty much ;-.- yeah, he was actually probably pretty damn warm (I would have been boiling I’m...
...I think that might just be the sweetest thing...
piyoo:
pens3:
oh god he’s a total nut
It really was so sweet >w< but yeah normally I hate it when he walks to my house, but again, I had NO IDEA he was coming, so..yeah
but oh man he had goddamn layers. I mean seriously. You want to know what he was wearing? Ugh
XD XD thanks Faith :3
HAHA OH U.
Mhm. Couldn’t stop crazy boy from trekking through blistering winds, scorching deserts,...
Andrew Z is a dick
beffychan:
pens3:
woah wait what?
I’d rather not go all psycho-rant, because Im still pissed.
Basically, he’s been messing up Autumn’s life, and she asked me to say something. I tried, and he laughed at me, called me childish, insulted my religion, told me to stop preaching, told me to shut the fuck up, and left.
And Im pissed.
wow… he’s certainly.. changed.
That sounds...
YAY
piyoo:
THE DOOM-STORM APPEARS TO HAVE HALTED. REJOICING IS IN ACTION!
NO! IF IT STOPS THERE’S NO CHANCE OF IT BEING AND ICEDAY TOMMOROW!! TT-TT